Period

Kalo lagi period pasti begini.

Sedih ga ada juntrungannya. Mood jelek banget.

Keep thinking of all those things I want that I can’t have.. At least not yet. That depresses me even more.

Padahal sebenernya sadar bahwa gue orang yang sangat beruntung. Tapi kalo lagi begini semuanya campur aduk. Anxiety, guilt, needs and wants. The ability to cherish what I have are buried beneath all those negative feelings.

Nggak bisa solat, nggak bisa yoga. Nggak ada Aul, dan Azzie udah bobo. Mau makan M&Ms udah gosok gigi dan pastinya takut gendut.

Sigh.

*terus nangis sesenggukan, the ultimate self pity*